Untold Abortion Stories from Nigeria (1/4)
Criminalizing abortion is a form of discrimination against women. Abortion is still illegal In Nigeria,but it hasn't stopped thousands of women from getting it. These women endanger their lives by seeking unsafe means to terminate pregnancy. In this series of stories, Hannah, writer, journalist and story ambassador for CotW talks to women who despite the dangers have decided to get an abortion.
Nigeria, Western Africa
Criminalizing abortion is a form of discrimination against women. Abortion is still illegal In Nigeria, but it hasn't stopped thousands of women from getting it. These women endanger their lives by seeking unsafe means to terminate pregnancy. As someone who is passionate about women’s rights and gender equality, I wanted to explore the impact of the criminalization of abortion in Nigeria. So I sought out women who have risked their lives to terminate their pregnancies. This is the story of Seyi*.
It happened on a Friday evening in the year 2017. The street was bustling with colours as the people of Tanke Ilorin  went about their daily business dressed in their colourful attires. Hijabs and Abayas  of different designs and styles decorated the streets as it was Eid Mubarak . Seyi was among the crowd of people on the street. She was on her way to purchase the drugs that would end the little one growing in her. A few weeks before, she found out she was carrying a child. Only 17 and in her second year at the University of Ilorin, she knew she couldn't care for the child as she wasn't fit to be a mother yet.
"It felt like my world collapsed when I got the test results. I told my boyfriend, and he said we couldn't keep it. He didn't need to convince me. I knew I couldn't have the child. I was still a child myself. Immediately after I made the choice, I went online to search for a solution. That was how I learnt about Mifepristone and Misoprostol." Her lips formed a sad smile as she spoke.
The street bubbled with life as hawkers displayed their goods to everyone who passed, calling for their attention with a sonorous voice. The first pharmacy Seyi went to had a hijabian  attendee.
"I got to the first pharmacy, and I met a hijabian sister. I told her I wanted to get Mifepristone and Misoprostol. The look on her face changed, and she screamed to all who could hear that she doesn't sell abortion drugs. I thought that was the end. I left the pharmacy in shame. But I knew going back home without the drugs wasn’t an option. I knew carrying the child wasn't in the picture. So I decided to try another pharmacy. The next pharmacy wasn't as big, and the pregnant pharmacist was a bit reluctant to sell the drug. She gave in after a while. When I saw the pharmacist was pregnant, I almost laughed out loud. I felt God was punishing me. I felt like I was a comic relief to God and the angels''
I couldn't call anyone because I knew the repercussions. So I laid on the floor, waiting for death to come.
Seyi got to her hostel. A self-contained room that was almost empty, save for a mattress and a stack of books on the floor. The wardrobe was on the left side of the room, years of use already chipped off parts of the wood. Seyi used the drugs immediately after she got to her room. She waited for the cramps to kick in, and when it didn't after an hour, she used two more. Shortly after, she started bleeding heavily, with severe cramps.
"It felt as if something was squeezing my stomach, the pain was unbearable, and with every minute I felt myself slip away. I really thought I'd die. I couldn't call anyone because I knew the repercussions. So I laid on the floor, waiting for death to come"
Fortunately for her, it didn't.
*Names marked with asterisks have been changed to protect the identity of those who spoke to Correspondents of the World on condition of anonymity
Read Part 2 - Amina's Story of this story series on Untold Abortion Stories from Nigeria here.
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